Connections among the stars

This week I realized pain is a part of who I am, and I need to embrace it. Pain is temporary and I always get anxious to experience what’s on the other side. I desire closure with anything I do in life, but I know life can kick rocks in your way. The stars connect to closure in a way. Its so far and bright but satisfying to gaze at in the dark. The stars provide that light the troubled soul need to elevate and flutter their wings. Lately, I been thinking about my father and I and how closure means so much to me. The reason I connect stars with closure is due to how much we desire the feeling of touching the stars and floating in its divine matter but deep down we know it’s a rare moment to gaze at the fallen stars in the sky. Closure is rare and functions when both parties fix their deep issues. Sadly, I haven’t experienced closure, so I am far from the reach of the melodic fallen stars. I hope I can look at the stars and feel full of compassion and love once again.

I wanted to share one of my poems:

My biggest fear is losing sight of myself.

In the moonlight as my soul descends,

Into the darkness, I once conquered,

But don’t wish to be a part of again.

The darkness taught me one thing,

To love yourself,

Before the world ends.

I, too escaped,

Yet became immune to the misery,

Dragging me side to side,

Leaving me breathless,

As I was tossed aside.

I hold my head up high,

My biggest fear turned into my friend,

Guiding me gently,

To the better lands.

The stars give me love within myself.